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♥
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
终于来临了。
之前一直在安慰自己，说如果用功就能做到。
可能掩饰自己没天分的方法就是连试都没有吧。
之前都自信满满的我，最近为何都那么的不确定呢？
我第一次为考试而有些恐惧。
是不是第一次感到必要确实自己的确有实力呢？
算了，我应该专注生命中队我而言最重要的东西。
这些考试又算得了什么呢？
只是好害怕明年会有同样的态度。
反正我现在一心要做的只是想找回自己。
忽视是我的不对。
♥
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I want to cry my heart out after seeing what I have been missing.
Am I blind?!
Oh wait, I never could see.
That hurts.
你离去的那条路线消失地平线
♥
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
birthday song in harmony faill 11:03 PM
oh dear i dont know if i typed your chinese name correctly D:
I THINK WRONG EH. )):
but anyway, yeah love you lots and hmm continue to stay cute k!
thanks for saying you liked my poem, i know it sucked ahhaahha but 我的心意你应该感受到了吧？
爱你！:D
사 랑 해 요! <
不可以寂寞寂寞就好~~
♥
Friday, September 17, 2010
i am very tired right now but i decided i must post about this!
THIS IS AN OUTRAGE. D: (referring to videos we watched during bio; i decided i'm not just gonna watch them and forget about them)
RAWR(angry rawr this time...) what are we supposed to eat then! D:
this totally ruined my happiness and joy of eating food.
RAWR.
angryangry. cover-ups are BAD, don't you get it? sigh in the end everyone just dies. ):
we have a right to know.
there were so many things wrong:
1. the way the animals were treated when they were alive
2. the way the animals were being processed
3. how everything is made from rearranging chemical formula of corn(THIS. WAS. O:< ?!?!)
4. mercury levels way above recommended+ DDP
5. e coli
6. false food labels
7. all food controlled by just 4 major companies
8. wastage.
9. gross leakages killing/mutating everything around(esp outbreak in minamata)
10. cover-ups
11. the fact that so many of us never knew and would probably never or only very much later if not for mr lim
whatever i'm never eating macs in my life ever.
but like ruoxi very very wisely and cutely said, "chengyi, are you sad? don't be sad, uhmm.. -thinks for a reasonably long time- you see, we're only 15 right now, and we can't do anything about it, so you still have to stand up again and move on. life goes on. the next time someone gives you a chicken(haha i thought she meant a real living chicken at first xD), just eat it! so you know the chicken didn't die for nothing."
haha ruoxi was so cute and she said it so earnestly she really cheered me up hahahahahhaa!
if you see this, thank you. (:
so i decided not to emo and whine anymore with hazel and started singing emo songs with hazel instead!
and em cheered me up by just being there, and updating me on JYJ(sad ttm) and crazy fans and reminding me of lyrics :D
sigh. God, help us.
i now understand why i've just been floating around for so long.
(: BIG SMILE.
♥
Thursday, September 16, 2010
small extract from The Purpose Driven Life Day 9: What makes God smile?
Often we try to offer God's
partial obedience. We want to pick and choose the commands we obey. We make a list of the commands we like and obey those while ignoring the ones we think are unreasonable, difficult, expensive, or unpopular. I'll attend church but I won't tithe. I'll read my Bible but I won't forgive the person who hurt me. Yet partial obedience is disobedience.
Wholehearted obedience is done joyfully, with enthusiasm. The Bible says, "
Obey him gladly." This is the attitude of David: "
Just tell me what to do and I will do it, Lord. As long as I live I'll wholeheartedly obey."
James, speaking to Christians, said, "
We please God by what we do and not only by what we believe. " God's Word is clear that you can't earn your salvation. It comes only by grace, not your effort. But as a child of God you can bring pleasure to your heavenly Father through obedience. Any act of obedience is also an act of worship. Why is obedience so pleasing to God? Because it proves you really love him. Jesus said, "
If you love me, you will obey my commandments."
♥
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Okay so i know i said i'd post a really long birthday post, but i'd been procrastinating and the moment has passed so oh well :D
Thanks to everyone who wished/surprised me with a cake/present/whatever it was really sweet and I had a nice birthday. :D
So yup, one more year older heehee i'm 15 now!!! omg.
but anyway i shall just state my birthday wishes to make this shorter(:
all of them were more like prayers hahah!
family + cousins:
- I pray that we will always be so confortable and fun together.
- I pray that we will continue to look forward to weekends/holidays where we get to see each other and play hilarious games and talk about the randomest things in the world over dinner and all.
- Bless our parents with good health, to stay strong and cute, all of them.
- I pray that we will all continue to grow in the Lord together! and cover each other with Love always. :D
SG:
- pray that we will walk on together in this long journey, find strength and love and hope in each other, and make pleasing God our only goal.
- pray that we will not lose anyone, only gain in number :D
- pray that we will grow in friendship.
Rachel(and kaijuan and felicia and hazel and lz...? hahah.)
- pray that we may continue to spend time with each other even though that was a pretty random combination haha.
- pray that all of us will only grow stronger in faith.
- pray that Rachel will stay happy and continue to bring lots of joy to everyone around her.
- pray that Rachel and I will continue to walk really closely together and strive together too.
so yupp woah haha thats actually quite alot.
that's why i took so long to think before i blew out the candles!
so yupp thanks to everyone mentioned up there and everyone else who told me face to face/called/smsed/fbed to really make my day a great one. I got your love and I love you all too(rawr), God bless! :D
---
did you know? :D
Rawr means i love you in dinosaur!
when emmy told me that i was like woah i never knew that haha its so cute i wanna keep using it. RAWR.
Hebe's voice is the best.
happy sigh(: you've really grown so much and rawr without selina and ella you must be really stressed thinking of what to say and all but its okay! all your fans know and understand, and its okay if you dont say a single word, we listen to your voice through your songs and we understand. you're doing really well though, and you know it! you know your voice is amazing.
i'm so proud of you, you do what you do best and all your songs are so real and so you. i love it ahhh! 我喜欢纯真的你。
hwaiting. don't tire yourself out!rawr(: hope God sends a nice guy to come along and love you soon! haha.
hmm, maybe i should have typed that out in chinese.
給小孩作夢的床 給小孩遠眺的窗
看他們會帶我們 到多美地方
給小孩遠揚的帆 給小孩勇氣的槳
這世界一定會變得 更明亮
給小孩擁抱和糖 給小孩吻和柔軟
等他們變成大人 不覺得缺憾
給小孩燈和信仰 給小孩美和真相
這世界一定會變得 更簡單
給小孩一些高山 給小孩幾片海洋
讓他們受一點傷 而謙卑勇敢 (學謙卑勇敢)
給小孩愛和分享 給小孩家和翅膀
就算很平凡但至少 很善良
這世界一定會變得 更天堂
♥
Saturday, September 4, 2010
离岛 - 田馥甄 Hebe
我覺得這樣的距離很好 就隔著一片海互不打擾 我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我禮貌微笑 不擔心我這島居民太少 人口的密度就這樣剛好 我是座小小島 裝不下大煩惱 觀光客們下回請早 怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾 誰能夠決定誰怎樣最好 我疏離得很舒服 不想治療這種距離對大家都好 就隔著一片海互相遠眺我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我都不無聊怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾 不擔心我這島居民太少 來過的朋友們都住下了我是座小小島 容易滿足的小島 懂的人懂得就好我是座小小島 心滿意足的小島 我愛的人愛我就好---那当你爱的人不爱你呢？D:
转机
♥
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
终于来临了。
之前一直在安慰自己，说如果用功就能做到。
可能掩饰自己没天分的方法就是连试都没有吧。
之前都自信满满的我，最近为何都那么的不确定呢？
我第一次为考试而有些恐惧。
是不是第一次感到必要确实自己的确有实力呢？
算了，我应该专注生命中队我而言最重要的东西。
这些考试又算得了什么呢？
只是好害怕明年会有同样的态度。
反正我现在一心要做的只是想找回自己。
忽视是我的不对。
♥
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I want to cry my heart out after seeing what I have been missing.
Am I blind?!
Oh wait, I never could see.
That hurts.
你离去的那条路线消失地平线
birthday song in harmony faill
♥
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM!生日快乐，我亲爱的韩凯琳！oh dear i dont know if i typed your chinese name correctly D:
I THINK WRONG EH. )):
but anyway, yeah love you lots and hmm continue to stay cute k!
thanks for saying you liked my poem, i know it sucked ahhaahha but 我的心意你应该感受到了吧？
爱你！:D
사 랑 해 요! <
不可以寂寞寂寞就好~~
angry
♥
Friday, September 17, 2010
i am very tired right now but i decided i must post about this!
THIS IS AN OUTRAGE. D: (referring to videos we watched during bio; i decided i'm not just gonna watch them and forget about them)
RAWR(angry rawr this time...) what are we supposed to eat then! D:
this totally ruined my happiness and joy of eating food.
RAWR.
angryangry. cover-ups are BAD, don't you get it? sigh in the end everyone just dies. ):
we have a right to know.
there were so many things wrong:
1. the way the animals were treated when they were alive
2. the way the animals were being processed
3. how everything is made from rearranging chemical formula of corn(THIS. WAS. O:< ?!?!)
4. mercury levels way above recommended+ DDP
5. e coli
6. false food labels
7. all food controlled by just 4 major companies
8. wastage.
9. gross leakages killing/mutating everything around(esp outbreak in minamata)
10. cover-ups
11. the fact that so many of us never knew and would probably never or only very much later if not for mr lim
whatever i'm never eating macs in my life ever.
but like ruoxi very very wisely and cutely said, "chengyi, are you sad? don't be sad, uhmm.. -thinks for a reasonably long time- you see, we're only 15 right now, and we can't do anything about it, so you still have to stand up again and move on. life goes on. the next time someone gives you a chicken(haha i thought she meant a real living chicken at first xD), just eat it! so you know the chicken didn't die for nothing."
haha ruoxi was so cute and she said it so earnestly she really cheered me up hahahahahhaa!
if you see this, thank you. (:
so i decided not to emo and whine anymore with hazel and started singing emo songs with hazel instead!
and em cheered me up by just being there, and updating me on JYJ(sad ttm) and crazy fans and reminding me of lyrics :D
sigh. God, help us.
i now understand why i've just been floating around for so long.
(: BIG SMILE.
nomnomnom.
♥
Thursday, September 16, 2010
small extract from The Purpose Driven Life Day 9: What makes God smile?
Often we try to offer God's
partial obedience. We want to pick and choose the commands we obey. We make a list of the commands we like and obey those while ignoring the ones we think are unreasonable, difficult, expensive, or unpopular. I'll attend church but I won't tithe. I'll read my Bible but I won't forgive the person who hurt me. Yet partial obedience is disobedience.
Wholehearted obedience is done joyfully, with enthusiasm. The Bible says, "
Obey him gladly." This is the attitude of David: "
Just tell me what to do and I will do it, Lord. As long as I live I'll wholeheartedly obey."
James, speaking to Christians, said, "
We please God by what we do and not only by what we believe. " God's Word is clear that you can't earn your salvation. It comes only by grace, not your effort. But as a child of God you can bring pleasure to your heavenly Father through obedience. Any act of obedience is also an act of worship. Why is obedience so pleasing to God? Because it proves you really love him. Jesus said, "
If you love me, you will obey my commandments."
Give Thanks.
♥
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Okay so i know i said i'd post a really long birthday post, but i'd been procrastinating and the moment has passed so oh well :D
Thanks to everyone who wished/surprised me with a cake/present/whatever it was really sweet and I had a nice birthday. :D
So yup, one more year older heehee i'm 15 now!!! omg.
but anyway i shall just state my birthday wishes to make this shorter(:
all of them were more like prayers hahah!
family + cousins:
- I pray that we will always be so confortable and fun together.
- I pray that we will continue to look forward to weekends/holidays where we get to see each other and play hilarious games and talk about the randomest things in the world over dinner and all.
- Bless our parents with good health, to stay strong and cute, all of them.
- I pray that we will all continue to grow in the Lord together! and cover each other with Love always. :D
SG:
- pray that we will walk on together in this long journey, find strength and love and hope in each other, and make pleasing God our only goal.
- pray that we will not lose anyone, only gain in number :D
- pray that we will grow in friendship.
Rachel(and kaijuan and felicia and hazel and lz...? hahah.)
- pray that we may continue to spend time with each other even though that was a pretty random combination haha.
- pray that all of us will only grow stronger in faith.
- pray that Rachel will stay happy and continue to bring lots of joy to everyone around her.
- pray that Rachel and I will continue to walk really closely together and strive together too.
so yupp woah haha thats actually quite alot.
that's why i took so long to think before i blew out the candles!
so yupp thanks to everyone mentioned up there and everyone else who told me face to face/called/smsed/fbed to really make my day a great one. I got your love and I love you all too(rawr), God bless! :D
---
did you know? :D
Rawr means i love you in dinosaur!
when emmy told me that i was like woah i never knew that haha its so cute i wanna keep using it. RAWR.
Hebe's voice is the best.
happy sigh(: you've really grown so much and rawr without selina and ella you must be really stressed thinking of what to say and all but its okay! all your fans know and understand, and its okay if you dont say a single word, we listen to your voice through your songs and we understand. you're doing really well though, and you know it! you know your voice is amazing.
i'm so proud of you, you do what you do best and all your songs are so real and so you. i love it ahhh! 我喜欢纯真的你。
hwaiting. don't tire yourself out!rawr(: hope God sends a nice guy to come along and love you soon! haha.
hmm, maybe i should have typed that out in chinese.
給小孩作夢的床 給小孩遠眺的窗
看他們會帶我們 到多美地方
給小孩遠揚的帆 給小孩勇氣的槳
這世界一定會變得 更明亮
給小孩擁抱和糖 給小孩吻和柔軟
等他們變成大人 不覺得缺憾
給小孩燈和信仰 給小孩美和真相
這世界一定會變得 更簡單
給小孩一些高山 給小孩幾片海洋
讓他們受一點傷 而謙卑勇敢 (學謙卑勇敢)
給小孩愛和分享 給小孩家和翅膀
就算很平凡但至少 很善良
這世界一定會變得 更天堂
不要那种无所谓
♥
Saturday, September 4, 2010
离岛 - 田馥甄 Hebe
我覺得這樣的距離很好 就隔著一片海互不打擾 我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我禮貌微笑 不擔心我這島居民太少 人口的密度就這樣剛好 我是座小小島 裝不下大煩惱 觀光客們下回請早 怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾 誰能夠決定誰怎樣最好 我疏離得很舒服 不想治療這種距離對大家都好 就隔著一片海互相遠眺我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我都不無聊怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾 不擔心我這島居民太少 來過的朋友們都住下了我是座小小島 容易滿足的小島 懂的人懂得就好我是座小小島 心滿意足的小島 我愛的人愛我就好---那当你爱的人不爱你呢？D:
