I feel sanguine about tomorrow! Ms Sharon ong is too pendantic! ><
i checked the dictionary for some words i didnt know, and am using them now to look erudite, so all you people who dont already know their meanings can go check them out!
i hope i'm not being too vituperative, but i strongly advice you all to go find their meanings, haha. (i am being exhortative)
I cant seem to put ellipsis and parentheticals in this post though :/
----
choir's looking great. 308's great too :D
♥
Saturday, January 23, 2010
when she loved me 2:36 PM
<3
♥
Thursday, January 21, 2010
guess this is goodbye. 11:14 PM
i don't know. i know we're drifting apart? somehow i can't seem to care. what do i do? what do we do? i guess we've put thiss off for a long time? it'll all come back to us one day, haha. but hmm, i dont feel that bad, honestly. that's bad. ): we never really had that thinggg. although i know we could if we try.
"Don't go." "Why?" "Because I love you." "That's not enough." "Never was." -this AWESOME person who's gonna be famous one day but i dont think i can tell you who she is
------
dear miss low, you touched so many lives and left so many beautiful memories. the two weeks in taiwan, they were love. thankyou for being the best there ever was. i wish i got to know you more, but i hope you've found peace now. whereever you are, i hope you know that truckloads of people are grieving for you here :/
And in Your arms I find the strength, to believe in me again 8:49 PM
Safe in a Crazy World! totaly heart this song(: lyrics in previous post, haha. ISNT CORRINNE MAY JUST AWESOME T.T she records her own songs! and for this song( and many others, i suspect) she doesnt have a piano score! she recorded it from memory!
♥
Monday, January 18, 2010
6:19 PM
well, OBS really was a BLAST(: haha it was gruelling and all, but under all that physical pain and tiredness there is undoubtedly a nice fat layer of fun! :D (i'm sorry, we encountered blubber today in bio and i like blubber)
so, all you people who have the chance, go for it! :D and you'll come back with loads of rewards! and of course, a tanline(:
-----
I try to smile my tears away I try to keep my cool Oh but one more door gets in my way I feel like such a fool Trampled and bitter My heart just wants to bleed and stop Believing in me
It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams I stumble and I crumble and I'm Sinking to my knees but you You cradle me
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me No matter where I go Oh and life likes pretending that it's On a TV show When it's hard to tell what's real From what the world just wants to preach You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms Nothing else can touch me What a wonderful way to recharge I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
----
in math class i wrote the full lyrics of "Fly away" by corrinne may to keep myself awake.
in lit class it was epic fail, because our lit class is... really not condusive. and the teacher sucks. nuuuu T.T
in english class there were so many forced smiles and laughter, cos we were scared she might suddenly blow. "the witch is on the move" HAHAH.
i like chinese class. i like bio class.
----
CHOIR TRIALS TOMORROW. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH. i really hope we get to crash!!! :D :D :D :D :D
♥
Thursday, January 7, 2010
OBS! 10:01 PM
well, the year's really picking up(: i'm already starting to foreshadow the GINORMOUS workload that's gonna come on! heehee! no more slacking for loochengyi this year! :D okay maybe just a little bit.. but i definitely have to work harder to get 3.6! ;D YAY i feel motivated. for the moment :D
------
OBS! 11jan-15jan
hmm mixed feelings.
beach run? NO THANKS. i hate running long d! kayaking? YAY. (: high elements? NUUU T.T rock climbing? :D jetty jump? ._. neutral.
anyhow! i'm sure it'll be fun! :D
------
i can't wait for saturday!
------
i started watching You're Beautiful today! okay maybe bad timing and all, now that the year just started, but i did some work today so i thought i'd give myself a well deserved break! yayme! and now i think the show's realy nice and hongki is SHO CUTEEEE -gushes- but. yunho's still the best (:
♥
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
6:07 PM
Well, farewell's over. I'm really going to miss you guys... D: who's going to be the "mom"of the choir when chloe's gone! and we need to find a new varsha NOW! janelle....HA. shzehui. sheena. zongmin. qiqi. jovina.. and the rest...
nah, i'm sure you can stop worrying, cos the new sec 4s will do a good job. (: you guys need to visit us or we'll all die! ;D
-----------
hmm, i'm in 308 now instead of 302, and it's looking okay. (: thankyou nicolee chuaaa -heart, cos blogger doesnt allow the symbol- rachel lee! :D steph (: thank you God.
---------
the vid was from rachel lee about Gal 2 and i thought it was prettycool (:
hmm...i guess the vid might be a little too in your face and everything, but the part that i agree the most with, is the part where the guy says "thats why it's called grace".
hmm, like when that guy had done so many wrong things in his life(the huge red part in his folder), but at some part in his life after that he came sincerely to Jesus to ask for salvation, and i guess the other people thought it wasnt fair, cos he did so many wrong things and they did less wrong things, and he got to go to heaven? but that's how it works, right? we are all sinners no matter how many wrongs things we do, be it 1 or 1 million, unless we come to Jesus for salvation(sincerely). not that we should sin a million times! cos if i had that mentality of sinning a million times then coming to God to be saved, i'm not sure if that would be from the bottom of my heart.
anyway, life's so much better now hat i have Jesus :D
♥
Monday, January 4, 2010
Flying Without Wings. 12:25 AM
Suddenly, i thought of you. i thought of us. i thought of the things which made us us. and suddenly i realised we were not there anymore, we lost it a long time ago. i think i blocked it out, i think suck fest actually was good in the way that it lasted long enough to make me forget.
suddenly.
i don't know why. i even blocked out things i didnt want to, you know. and now, i'm seeing you guys tomorrow and i'm feeling excited....maybe scared........maybe just unsure? i havent seen you guys in forever. really. in.....6 months? i really dont know, but it feels that way. and what i've heard... it's not good.
i dont know what tmr's going to be like.
i can only hope for the best, i guess.
i read your blog, and i'm reminded so much of how you've all changed, how i've changed, how you have changed more like. it's scary how i dont know you much anymore.
i hope the thing which used to keep us so dear is still there-
i hope we're still RgsChoir.
because if we are, i know we can make this right.
♥
Friday, January 1, 2010
2009, 2010 3:42 AM
It's a new year, and I'm back!
A new year, a time to remember, treasure, look forward, forget, forgive, throw away. And, of course, to love.
tomato asked me to make a new year resolution. what i didnt tell her was that i already did. my new year's resolution is to love, in the next year. sigh. i'm so imperfect. so sinful. so ...... okay a whole list of words just came into my mind but lets just stick to imperfect.
i can't love. okay i mean of course i can love. i dont know. i just seem to not know how to show it sometimes.
and there are other times when, i don't love.
even though Pastor John's sermon was kinda dry and made me sleepy, it reminded me of a lot of people i should be loving/loving more right now but am not. it's like. so hard to love.
1 John 3 : 16 says: This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.
i really like this verse, btw. it's like, the otherrr John 3.16. but AHHHHHH. and,
1 John 4:16 and 4:8 says: God is love.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: i am so not loving!(verb)
time. i seriously this is like the crux of allllllll problems in life ahahhaa. anyway, all my problems. i stink at time management. and there's always not enough time to spend with people i love, to love them! okay or at least that's the excuse i repeatedly give myself. i'm sure i blogged about this beforeee. I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.
so well. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010, and my prayer for this year is:
Dear loving heavenly father,
Thank You for 2009, for the precious dear friends and moments and memories I get to keep. Lord, forgive all my sins. And I ask, that you help me be more loving in the new year. Be with me as I enter into a new school, a new class, a new rgschoir, a new load of STUFF still unknown to me/us, but not to You. Bless me also, like you've blessed me in 2009. Keep all your children safe from harm.
In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen.
(no, the world's not going to end 2 years later!!) europe trip post soon!
BYEEEEEEE. -insert spastic smiley face- ohyeah i'm back for ever! okay. maybe until march/june. :D
LOVEEEEE all of you. :D
(it's 4.13 am now and i'm jet-lagged!)
--- [edit]
oh and, i will start replying tags properly from today onwards! :D
oh, and i'm going to take guitar lessons from marcus(khoo) on sundays! thanks dinah for telling me(:
oh, and i hope i can resume drum lessons with sheldie now that i'm baccckk.
oh, and if this all works out fine when i continue my piano lessons then i will think about finding a cello teacher! :D
YAY. I'm shooo eggcited!
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PROFILE ♥
Cheng Yi(loo) 14 years old
September8 1995
RGSCHOIR<3 Child of God
YMpact :D
1 Timothy 4:12
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young,
but set an example for the believers
in speech
in life
in love
in faith
and in purity.
I feel sanguine about tomorrow! Ms Sharon ong is too pendantic! ><
i checked the dictionary for some words i didnt know, and am using them now to look erudite, so all you people who dont already know their meanings can go check them out!
i hope i'm not being too vituperative, but i strongly advice you all to go find their meanings, haha. (i am being exhortative)
I cant seem to put ellipsis and parentheticals in this post though :/
----
choir's looking great. 308's great too :D
when she loved me
♥
Saturday, January 23, 2010
2:36 PM
<3
guess this is goodbye.
♥
Thursday, January 21, 2010
11:14 PM
i don't know. i know we're drifting apart? somehow i can't seem to care. what do i do? what do we do? i guess we've put thiss off for a long time? it'll all come back to us one day, haha. but hmm, i dont feel that bad, honestly. that's bad. ): we never really had that thinggg. although i know we could if we try.
"Don't go." "Why?" "Because I love you." "That's not enough." "Never was." -this AWESOME person who's gonna be famous one day but i dont think i can tell you who she is
------
dear miss low, you touched so many lives and left so many beautiful memories. the two weeks in taiwan, they were love. thankyou for being the best there ever was. i wish i got to know you more, but i hope you've found peace now. whereever you are, i hope you know that truckloads of people are grieving for you here :/
And in Your arms I find the strength, to believe in me again
♥
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
8:49 PM
Safe in a Crazy World! totaly heart this song(: lyrics in previous post, haha. ISNT CORRINNE MAY JUST AWESOME T.T she records her own songs! and for this song( and many others, i suspect) she doesnt have a piano score! she recorded it from memory!
♥
Monday, January 18, 2010
6:19 PM
well, OBS really was a BLAST(: haha it was gruelling and all, but under all that physical pain and tiredness there is undoubtedly a nice fat layer of fun! :D (i'm sorry, we encountered blubber today in bio and i like blubber)
so, all you people who have the chance, go for it! :D and you'll come back with loads of rewards! and of course, a tanline(:
-----
I try to smile my tears away I try to keep my cool Oh but one more door gets in my way I feel like such a fool Trampled and bitter My heart just wants to bleed and stop Believing in me
It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams I stumble and I crumble and I'm Sinking to my knees but you You cradle me
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me No matter where I go Oh and life likes pretending that it's On a TV show When it's hard to tell what's real From what the world just wants to preach You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms Nothing else can touch me What a wonderful way to recharge I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
----
in math class i wrote the full lyrics of "Fly away" by corrinne may to keep myself awake.
in lit class it was epic fail, because our lit class is... really not condusive. and the teacher sucks. nuuuu T.T
in english class there were so many forced smiles and laughter, cos we were scared she might suddenly blow. "the witch is on the move" HAHAH.
i like chinese class. i like bio class.
----
CHOIR TRIALS TOMORROW. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH. i really hope we get to crash!!! :D :D :D :D :D
OBS!
♥
Thursday, January 7, 2010
10:01 PM
well, the year's really picking up(: i'm already starting to foreshadow the GINORMOUS workload that's gonna come on! heehee! no more slacking for loochengyi this year! :D okay maybe just a little bit.. but i definitely have to work harder to get 3.6! ;D YAY i feel motivated. for the moment :D
------
OBS! 11jan-15jan
hmm mixed feelings.
beach run? NO THANKS. i hate running long d! kayaking? YAY. (: high elements? NUUU T.T rock climbing? :D jetty jump? ._. neutral.
anyhow! i'm sure it'll be fun! :D
------
i can't wait for saturday!
------
i started watching You're Beautiful today! okay maybe bad timing and all, now that the year just started, but i did some work today so i thought i'd give myself a well deserved break! yayme! and now i think the show's realy nice and hongki is SHO CUTEEEE -gushes- but. yunho's still the best (:
♥
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
6:07 PM
Well, farewell's over. I'm really going to miss you guys... D: who's going to be the "mom"of the choir when chloe's gone! and we need to find a new varsha NOW! janelle....HA. shzehui. sheena. zongmin. qiqi. jovina.. and the rest...
nah, i'm sure you can stop worrying, cos the new sec 4s will do a good job. (: you guys need to visit us or we'll all die! ;D
-----------
hmm, i'm in 308 now instead of 302, and it's looking okay. (: thankyou nicolee chuaaa -heart, cos blogger doesnt allow the symbol- rachel lee! :D steph (: thank you God.
---------
the vid was from rachel lee about Gal 2 and i thought it was prettycool (:
hmm...i guess the vid might be a little too in your face and everything, but the part that i agree the most with, is the part where the guy says "thats why it's called grace".
hmm, like when that guy had done so many wrong things in his life(the huge red part in his folder), but at some part in his life after that he came sincerely to Jesus to ask for salvation, and i guess the other people thought it wasnt fair, cos he did so many wrong things and they did less wrong things, and he got to go to heaven? but that's how it works, right? we are all sinners no matter how many wrongs things we do, be it 1 or 1 million, unless we come to Jesus for salvation(sincerely). not that we should sin a million times! cos if i had that mentality of sinning a million times then coming to God to be saved, i'm not sure if that would be from the bottom of my heart.
anyway, life's so much better now hat i have Jesus :D
Flying Without Wings.
♥
Monday, January 4, 2010
12:25 AM
Suddenly, i thought of you. i thought of us. i thought of the things which made us us. and suddenly i realised we were not there anymore, we lost it a long time ago. i think i blocked it out, i think suck fest actually was good in the way that it lasted long enough to make me forget.
suddenly.
i don't know why. i even blocked out things i didnt want to, you know. and now, i'm seeing you guys tomorrow and i'm feeling excited....maybe scared........maybe just unsure? i havent seen you guys in forever. really. in.....6 months? i really dont know, but it feels that way. and what i've heard... it's not good.
i dont know what tmr's going to be like.
i can only hope for the best, i guess.
i read your blog, and i'm reminded so much of how you've all changed, how i've changed, how you have changed more like. it's scary how i dont know you much anymore.
i hope the thing which used to keep us so dear is still there-
i hope we're still RgsChoir.
because if we are, i know we can make this right.
2009, 2010
♥
Friday, January 1, 2010
3:42 AM
It's a new year, and I'm back!
A new year, a time to remember, treasure, look forward, forget, forgive, throw away. And, of course, to love.
tomato asked me to make a new year resolution. what i didnt tell her was that i already did. my new year's resolution is to love, in the next year. sigh. i'm so imperfect. so sinful. so ...... okay a whole list of words just came into my mind but lets just stick to imperfect.
i can't love. okay i mean of course i can love. i dont know. i just seem to not know how to show it sometimes.
and there are other times when, i don't love.
even though Pastor John's sermon was kinda dry and made me sleepy, it reminded me of a lot of people i should be loving/loving more right now but am not. it's like. so hard to love.
1 John 3 : 16 says: This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.
i really like this verse, btw. it's like, the otherrr John 3.16. but AHHHHHH. and,
1 John 4:16 and 4:8 says: God is love.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: i am so not loving!(verb)
time. i seriously this is like the crux of allllllll problems in life ahahhaa. anyway, all my problems. i stink at time management. and there's always not enough time to spend with people i love, to love them! okay or at least that's the excuse i repeatedly give myself. i'm sure i blogged about this beforeee. I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.
so well. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010, and my prayer for this year is:
Dear loving heavenly father,
Thank You for 2009, for the precious dear friends and moments and memories I get to keep. Lord, forgive all my sins. And I ask, that you help me be more loving in the new year. Be with me as I enter into a new school, a new class, a new rgschoir, a new load of STUFF still unknown to me/us, but not to You. Bless me also, like you've blessed me in 2009. Keep all your children safe from harm.
In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen.
(no, the world's not going to end 2 years later!!) europe trip post soon!
BYEEEEEEE. -insert spastic smiley face- ohyeah i'm back for ever! okay. maybe until march/june. :D
LOVEEEEE all of you. :D
(it's 4.13 am now and i'm jet-lagged!)
--- [edit]
oh and, i will start replying tags properly from today onwards! :D
oh, and i'm going to take guitar lessons from marcus(khoo) on sundays! thanks dinah for telling me(:
oh, and i hope i can resume drum lessons with sheldie now that i'm baccckk.
oh, and if this all works out fine when i continue my piano lessons then i will think about finding a cello teacher! :D
