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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Psalm 86:11
Teach me your way, O LORD,
and I will walk in your truth;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name.
Proverbs 31:30-31
Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain,
But a woman who fears the LORD,
she shall be praised.
Give her the product of her hands,
And let her works praise her in the gates.
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today was a weird day of sorts!
sleepiness as usual, but full of cuteness and some cool revelations.
haha one thing that really really made me smile was mel grabbing my hands and scribbling "smile! :D" and "stay calm", so that while i was holding onto my cue cards for ss speech i would be encouraged. haha so cute!
talking about ss speech...
haha it was really bad! they told me to get my exec summ and transcript. and after that they spoke with me privately. haha it was scary ttm. but they said i didnt fail(:
nah, i dont know. was i really blinded by my convictions to see the bigger picture? oh well, both teachers were really nice, teachers like that gmh. "if i had a choice, i'd blow the damn thing up as well" haha!
anyway, got my bag and walked down kinda dazedly and saw chia in the foyer. when i saw her i suddenly felt like crying hahaha. talked to her, and calmed down. (: (chia you're one of my bestest friends ever i won't let you go!) so we both went home and it was fine, i told myself "i'm stronger than that!" on the way to the busstop. but on 132 the tears started flowing haha i was quite surprised actually.
idk i just felt like omg this is what failure feels like? but hmm i dont think thats why i cried. perhaps its cos i had no idea this was coming? hmm i guess i thought it'd be fine. but whatever this is not important.
what's important is, the westlife Where We Are album was playing all the way home, and on 966 while praying about today, i glanced down at my open fasting booklet and i saw "Love is patient and kind" and then right at that moment the chorus of As Love is My Witness started playing and i wasnt even paying attention to whatever was playing at first, but when the chorus started i was like,
wow. Lord you really spoke to me haha you are amazing. and plus then rachel lee smsed me about 不能说的秘密, and about poking my face, and i just smiled haha rachel you are God-sent!
do you have a special place you can go to to meet God?
i guess mine would be the 966 bus, he always reveals things to me there(:
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omg you! i never check your tumblr for like what 5 days? can spend 3 hours catching up seriously! you post like what 1000000000 a day?! D:
WHY ARE YOU SO EMO?
haha so many questions i would like to find answers to.
maybe in time, k?
i'll be here(:
smile.
♥
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Psalm 86:11
Teach me your way, O LORD,
and I will walk in your truth;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name.
Proverbs 31:30-31
Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain,
But a woman who fears the LORD,
she shall be praised.
Give her the product of her hands,
And let her works praise her in the gates.
---
today was a weird day of sorts!
sleepiness as usual, but full of cuteness and some cool revelations.
haha one thing that really really made me smile was mel grabbing my hands and scribbling "smile! :D" and "stay calm", so that while i was holding onto my cue cards for ss speech i would be encouraged. haha so cute!
talking about ss speech...
haha it was really bad! they told me to get my exec summ and transcript. and after that they spoke with me privately. haha it was scary ttm. but they said i didnt fail(:
nah, i dont know. was i really blinded by my convictions to see the bigger picture? oh well, both teachers were really nice, teachers like that gmh. "if i had a choice, i'd blow the damn thing up as well" haha!
anyway, got my bag and walked down kinda dazedly and saw chia in the foyer. when i saw her i suddenly felt like crying hahaha. talked to her, and calmed down. (: (chia you're one of my bestest friends ever i won't let you go!) so we both went home and it was fine, i told myself "i'm stronger than that!" on the way to the busstop. but on 132 the tears started flowing haha i was quite surprised actually.
idk i just felt like omg this is what failure feels like? but hmm i dont think thats why i cried. perhaps its cos i had no idea this was coming? hmm i guess i thought it'd be fine. but whatever this is not important.
what's important is, the westlife Where We Are album was playing all the way home, and on 966 while praying about today, i glanced down at my open fasting booklet and i saw "Love is patient and kind" and then right at that moment the chorus of As Love is My Witness started playing and i wasnt even paying attention to whatever was playing at first, but when the chorus started i was like,
wow. Lord you really spoke to me haha you are amazing. and plus then rachel lee smsed me about 不能说的秘密, and about poking my face, and i just smiled haha rachel you are God-sent!
do you have a special place you can go to to meet God?
i guess mine would be the 966 bus, he always reveals things to me there(:
----
omg you! i never check your tumblr for like what 5 days? can spend 3 hours catching up seriously! you post like what 1000000000 a day?! D:
WHY ARE YOU SO EMO?
haha so many questions i would like to find answers to.
maybe in time, k?
i'll be here(:
