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♥ Monday, August 30, 2010
茫然跌跌撞撞中,你牵着我,我找回了回家的路。 8:08 PM

what a weird time to post(:
there's really so much to do haha. (lit pt dieee! wahahhahha)
but i just have to post now now now!

wow i didnt post for 15 days! O.O

lost my way a few times, but now i'm back on track(:

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Comm.

It's our time.
I'm happy with what I got, it was what I wanted.
As we push away our insecurities, our hurt, and our fears to ease into a new momentum of working together as a comm, as a batch, I really see that we've all grown so much and I'm really proud of all of us (:
Proud of us, Ad Astra.
astra to astra, stardust to stardust.
I'll do my best!
We all will.
We set our direction, should be full force ahead soon.

i really love all of you.

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Rachel Lee.

thank you for opening up to me(:
it's always so easy to tell you stuff, yknow?
i hope you'll find it easier and easier to tell me things too.
maybe the next HTHT @ macs haahhahaaaa.
love you a lot!

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Tofu.

Need to work on Patience. reallyreally.
Sorry for Sunday, it was really inappropriate. ):
What was i so critical for?
hmm I will let God handle this from now on.

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Sam.

Be safe, learn lots, keep walking closely with the Lord.
You've touched and inspired me more than you've imagined.
I still remember how I attended src when i was still P6, and you sang "Beautiful Seed" by Corrinne May. At that time I didn't think your voice was particularly great, I was really moved by how much feeling and conviction you had for what you were singing.
Will miss you a lot, hope you'll see how much we've all grown after you come back(:
Visit soon? :D

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SG.

1. we need to come up with a cool name for our sg NAO xD
2. i have not been appreciating you guys enough (understatement)
3. lovelovelove.

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永远都不愿意放开

♥ Monday, August 16, 2010
oh my goodness. 8:11 PM

In the fall,
We circle through the leaves
And talk about the little ones.
And we smile, but never say too much.
The moment always vanishing.
One by one the neighbors' lights come on.
Our October day is almost gone.

I know the border lines we drew between us
Keep the weapons down,
Keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
Was never meant to see the light of our armistice day.

In the spring,
We climbed the rolling hills
And talked about our budding plans.
And we smiled,
Our faces like a mirror
Showing us our secret sides.
But then the fights...
The sharp words splintering the night,
How I couldn't be what you'd need...
But oh how I could make you bleed...

I know the border lines we drew between us
Keep the weapons down,
Keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
Was never meant to see the light of our armistice.
But how much would I give to have it back again?
How much did we lose
To live this way?

You'll go home...
I'll stay here
Seasons keep on marching
I'll stay here...
you'll go home
With only strangers watching

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ah jocie! this is heartbreaking.

(: thought i'd get to hear the news first, but hmm seems like that may not be. hey good luck for wednesday, no regrets for both of us, yes?
loveyou.


Psalm 121
A song of ascents.

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars pointing me on my way 6:43 PM

EW EW EW EW EW THAT WAS HORIBBLE -dies of embarrassment- xD

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sunday:
was nerve-wrecking.
but yeah like flora said, it really is a great honour! :D
never could have done it without You.
was super relieved after that!
everyone was really sweet and encouraging(:

then got excited cos i thought i was gonna watch inception! D:
but no....
so, sg movie gathering at beth's house? :D

cousins over again I LOVE SUNDAYS loads. (:
FOOD HAHAHA daddy cooked lasagna it was black on the top but still delicious.
and i made aunty bake a cake which was SOOO GOOD like score.
this time it was bonanza and saboteur and some other number game haha!
i love these games, its like you have to think but not toooo much, yknow :D

i realised that ipads are very annoying actually.

who agrees that dec camp dates are retarded say I D:
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monday:
iuyfgweajskj Ipads SUCK ):
was soo eggcited about monday because i thought i could sleep in and slack yay!
but noooo, HBL sucks TTM D:
i woke up at 9 plus and finished all my work at 6 plus D:
my eyes hurt from looking at the comp for so long ):

DIDNT GO TO EM'S HOUSE RAWR, but
NA NAR NA NAR HAHAHAHAHAHAH (Y)
and DE DEH DE DEH (Y) (Y) :D
literally rofl!

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a promise is a promise.
thanks(:

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P.U.S.H, I will!
into Your loving arms!

♥ Friday, August 13, 2010
Thankful 11:49 PM

Thank you Lord. :D
Now Saturdayyy, then Sundayyyyy, then phew HOMEBASED LEARNING (:
I tell you it's definitely beneficial!
I say we should have more of these test runs to familiarize ourselves with the system!

Supreme court thing was fun today!
I think we did well :D yayyyyyyyyy!

Annoyingannoyingannoyingannoying haha!

-DOLPHIN SOUND-
-criessss-

^^
thanks rachie x)
Everything in it's time.

♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Starfield! 3:40 PM

You're sitting in your car. It's dark because the black fog has wrapped itself around your viewing glass, a secured and condensed veil blurring the light, the truth you want to see so clearly. You're trapped in a space so bleak and dreary, you don't know where to go from here. You want to clear the fog and remove the suffocating veil, so you reach out your hand and wipe it against the ice-cold glass. But you can't. The fog is on the other side and you are powerless to get rid of it from where you are.
You're desperate. So you call on God, and He answers.
The resulting view is the most beautiful, larger-than-life sight you've seen in a long while. It's a vivid tapestry of your journey, and there and then you see the road you need to follow. You abandon your car, inching down the narrow, rough, path. You know what you need to do with your life, and that you have been well equipped to do it.

So press on.

Ask, and you shall receive.

♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010
i'm a miner! -sadface- 6:19 PM

ahhhh i feel really sad whenever i think of the fact that i havent watched
inception
despicable me
the last airbender
aftershock
etc ahhhhhhhhh!

but da jiujiu's famous line makes me smile and feel better ahahhaha!
"just wait one year and it'll be on tv!"

i appreciate my cousins manymany.
spontaneous sleepover ftw! haha stayed up playing saboteur with daddy mummy kristin john lj/lz lol! I NEVER KNEW THAT GAME WAS SO FUN. :DDDDD
after awhile it got old yes, but then we switched to Mamma Mia/Uno/Ramikube :D
i think we're gonna play saboteur every sunday night from now on! with qi an, it is HILARIOUS.
haha she's so good! build all the way to the last card, and we open it to find that its not the gold! haha but i quite pro also :D

i really like board gamessss.
I FINISHED CHI PT YESS.

worshipworshipworship God helppp!
O_O

♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010
I'll be by your side wherever you fall 12:06 AM

'Cos love is my witness I swear
I'll be with you till the end
Nothing can tear this love apart
I'll put my hand upon my heart

This is the promise I'll make to you
Whatever comes we'll see it through
Nothing can break it
This feeling's too strong
'Cos love is my witness

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Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

♥ Wednesday, August 4, 2010
smile. 8:39 PM

Psalm 86:11

Teach me your way, O LORD,
and I will walk in your truth;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name.


Proverbs 31:30-31

Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain,
But a woman who fears the LORD,
she shall be praised.

Give her the product of her hands,
And let her works praise her in the gates.

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today was a weird day of sorts!
sleepiness as usual, but full of cuteness and some cool revelations.
haha one thing that really really made me smile was mel grabbing my hands and scribbling "smile! :D" and "stay calm", so that while i was holding onto my cue cards for ss speech i would be encouraged. haha so cute!
talking about ss speech...
haha it was really bad! they told me to get my exec summ and transcript. and after that they spoke with me privately. haha it was scary ttm. but they said i didnt fail(:
nah, i dont know. was i really blinded by my convictions to see the bigger picture? oh well, both teachers were really nice, teachers like that gmh. "if i had a choice, i'd blow the damn thing up as well" haha!

anyway, got my bag and walked down kinda dazedly and saw chia in the foyer. when i saw her i suddenly felt like crying hahaha. talked to her, and calmed down. (: (chia you're one of my bestest friends ever i won't let you go!) so we both went home and it was fine, i told myself "i'm stronger than that!" on the way to the busstop. but on 132 the tears started flowing haha i was quite surprised actually.
idk i just felt like omg this is what failure feels like? but hmm i dont think thats why i cried. perhaps its cos i had no idea this was coming? hmm i guess i thought it'd be fine. but whatever this is not important.

what's important is, the westlife Where We Are album was playing all the way home, and on 966 while praying about today, i glanced down at my open fasting booklet and i saw "Love is patient and kind" and then right at that moment the chorus of As Love is My Witness started playing and i wasnt even paying attention to whatever was playing at first, but when the chorus started i was like, wow. Lord you really spoke to me haha you are amazing. and plus then rachel lee smsed me about 不能说的秘密, and about poking my face, and i just smiled haha rachel you are God-sent!

do you have a special place you can go to to meet God?
i guess mine would be the 966 bus, he always reveals things to me there(:

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omg you! i never check your tumblr for like what 5 days? can spend 3 hours catching up seriously! you post like what 1000000000 a day?! D:
WHY ARE YOU SO EMO?
haha so many questions i would like to find answers to.
maybe in time, k?
i'll be here(:

♥ Monday, August 2, 2010
tumblr reminds me of tumble-r? 8:56 PM

creating tumblrs, livejournals, etc just to read/ connect with friends.
hmm. i wonder, when will i grow tired of trying to keep up?
or when will something else more important take over this?

how scary, growing up, losing touch, forgetting and moving on.
i mean we dont just lose touch simply cos we dont read each other's blogs or stop talking.
haha like chia never reads my blog and we're the best friends ever.
i guess its always about being left behind sometimes, but trusting that person and your own choice enough to believe that they are still good. and then you pick yourself up and chase after the relationship you treasure. hey, maybe the person's been waiting for you all along.

there's always only a few of these kinds of friendships in life(:

You're special, and I always thank God for you!
(1 Corinthians 1:4)

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ahh parents came home early for dinner cuz apparently mummy was tired and had dinner together for the first time in so long ahhha it was HILARIOUS. (:
me lz papa mummy dayi! :D(lj was on the way home from...a date? haha idk)

LOVE.
ps. i finished all my smoothie today T.T
gone so fast!
pps. i love my drumset a great deal.

♥ Sunday, August 1, 2010
O you of little faith! 4:34 PM

i am always so amazed by how the Bible contains some of the most beautiful prose and poems ever. but its sad how we always turn to so many other outlets in our search for beautiful literature. we look everywhere and we hoard all these poems we like.(haha poem anthology?) and we call it "discovering oneself". but all the answers are found in the little magical book we have the fortune to possess.

i must spend more time reading the Bible! and go beyond my materials; they never seem to be enough.

also, thought to self: am i kingdom-oriented?

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Festival Of Praise(:
really great, worship was breathtakingly good and could very tangibly feel God moving in that big place. how come we never worship like that on sundays? i think it should be the same if our hearts want to the same.
love the preacher(what's his name?) haha he's korean-american and has a lot a lot of faith. he reminded me of the hope i should have for singapore/ the world at large and i'm so glad everyone really responded so well! :D it was encouraging ttm.
love don moen omg he's so cute when he smilesss :D :D
and planetshakers- bass drum like my heartbeat boomboomboom haha!
the tamil thing at the start was cool i tried to dance okay!

hmm again, reminded me of worship. i'm more confident of the role i'm gonna take up now. i know the plans You have for me, and i will have faith in my almighty God. (:
i'll do it with a heart of humility, confidence, joy and faith(:

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drum lesson today was nice. bryan and sheldon are really good when they play together. like really, really good. their chemistry is like woah haha i wish i could find someone like that in the future! :D i know i could be good if i practised. ahh! haha must find time to spend with my pretty set.

I WANT TO START A CHRISTIAN ACAPELLA GROUP. like serious!
we could write our own songs and seriously experiment and record and produce(:
haha reminds me of my band which never came through, eh s? (:

i made a smoothie with my daddy today!
the ingredients are: strawberries, bananas, mango yogurt, milk, honey.
it tastes GREAT. (: we made enough to fill a huge jug/ a tub!

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okay this post is like a random post of sorts, kinda like a SMOOTHIE. (:
looking forward to the coming week!
breaking fast in seven days!
i like softball!
jocie says i can dance so there!
i want headphones!
my winniethepooh hand-puppet is cute shizz!