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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
wouldnt it be nice 7:08 PM
"i feel like i'm on top of the world!"
"it's only the second floor, dude."
(:
so hmm 2.4 today.
C. yay. (:
lol.
-start of emo post-
hey you two, whats up? D:
i'm so sad things are all falling apart now.
why!!!
we can't do this now, and i think you know it D:
everything's not okay ):
i wish we could all just wake up tmr and be like super good.
sighsighsigh.
what are we going to do now.
so many expectations.
so many disappointments.
i have a fear of facing all of that, honestly.
guyssssss. 8/7 days.
i'm trying to find hope and be strong too.
i realised i havent been praying about this D:
sigh God, i fail to rely on you time and time again.
i'm sorry D:
i need you always, when i'm happy and when im sad.
all i need is You.
depressed.
is there no solution?
tsk all of them seem so undesirable.
false dilemma? nah.
i'm sad because i always thought we were awesome.
i guess we were all complacent.
-slaps face-
and you, hey i realised i've not been the best seatmate ever.
this might a little late, cos we're like changing seats soon and all,
but i just want you to know that i understand, and i will stop distracting you during class, and i will pay more attention so i can like help you if you need any. and hmm i will stop being annoying, basically.
we can excel together! (:
love you too.
----
so when you find that everything is crumbling around you, perhaps it isnt the loss of everything that upsets you, its when you see all the tiny secrets, falling out of the spaces they were hiding in. only by seeing the lies, are you then able to see the blinding truth.
but at the end of it all, there's nothing left to fill up what's already gone.
wouldnt it be nice
♥
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
"i feel like i'm on top of the world!"
"it's only the second floor, dude."
(:
so hmm 2.4 today.
C. yay. (:
lol.
-start of emo post-
hey you two, whats up? D:
i'm so sad things are all falling apart now.
why!!!
we can't do this now, and i think you know it D:
everything's not okay ):
i wish we could all just wake up tmr and be like super good.
sighsighsigh.
what are we going to do now.
so many expectations.
so many disappointments.
i have a fear of facing all of that, honestly.
guyssssss. 8/7 days.
i'm trying to find hope and be strong too.
i realised i havent been praying about this D:
sigh God, i fail to rely on you time and time again.
i'm sorry D:
i need you always, when i'm happy and when im sad.
all i need is You.
depressed.
is there no solution?
tsk all of them seem so undesirable.
false dilemma? nah.
i'm sad because i always thought we were awesome.
i guess we were all complacent.
-slaps face-
and you, hey i realised i've not been the best seatmate ever.
this might a little late, cos we're like changing seats soon and all,
but i just want you to know that i understand, and i will stop distracting you during class, and i will pay more attention so i can like help you if you need any. and hmm i will stop being annoying, basically.
we can excel together! (:
love you too.
----
so when you find that everything is crumbling around you, perhaps it isnt the loss of everything that upsets you, its when you see all the tiny secrets, falling out of the spaces they were hiding in. only by seeing the lies, are you then able to see the blinding truth.
but at the end of it all, there's nothing left to fill up what's already gone.
