HELLO :D
click on the pretty rainbow pictures there <<<< to navigate! (:
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
如果人们都知足... 9:56 PM
"Your heart is this small. -makes shape of heart with hands-
If you put even a little bit of hate in it, then where will the love go?"
Me: "Huh why is my heart so small!"
hahaaaaaa. love you em.(:
today's prac was disappointing, to say the least(: batch, Ad Astra ily.
让我们保持微笑，给寂寞的人一些依靠
hmm you can just take someone's pride and crush it like that huh. i'm still deciding if you have a heart. but honestly i just think you're very thick and insensitive. it's not worth being angry over you! (: I'm going to do my best anyway.
i really hope you guys find that love you lost, and find it soon.
♥
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Pilate asked, "What is truth?" 4:18 PM
Jesus Christ is truth. What is truth? It is something that is actually real; it is the way things actually are; there is no falsehood or deception.
Unfortunately we live our lives sometimes believing lies, about ourselves and the world around us. When Jesus Christ came into the world, He brought truth to this earth. He said “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but by Me.” You can 100% trust God because God Himself is truth; in Him there is no lie. Jesus said many times to His disciples, “I tell you the truth.”
Falsehood and lies are the opposite of truth. The devil is a liar. The devil may tell you, “God doesn’t love you. You can’t be forgiven. You aren’t worth anything.” But God says the truth to you — He says to you things like, “I love you. You can be forgiven. You are worth so much that I sent My Son to die for you. You can have the gift of eternal life by accepting Christ as Savior and Lord.”
You and I are to be vessels of God’s truth to others. The Bible says we are to “speak the truth in love.” Don’t be harsh or unkind when you speak truth to someone; speak it gently and in love. But as we receive God’s truth and as we speak His truth to others, the world will be a better place. Let us walk in God’s truth each and every day. Jesus Christ is God’s truth in our lives.
So, this week, let us pray and ask God to
-Help us to always tell the truth
-Pour out His Holy Spirit all over the world, that people everywhere would come to know Christ
-Give us His wisdom and protection as we seek to make disciples of all nations and help people grow in Christ
(this is copied wholesale from Global Media Prayer) isn't it cool how today's sermon coincides with their weekly prayer focus! :D
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
11:59 PM
BLEHAUHGEW.
i swear seriously think i have Asperger's Syndrome! or do i just want to think that?
BLEHAUHGEW.
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11:42 PM
why is it, that everytime i talk to you, it's like talking in a courtroom? lik everything i say can be used against me. like i have to carefully calculate and calibrate what i say, cos i dont know how you might read it. i think so much and worry so much it's frustrating! it's like you trying your best to read me, which makes me wanna read you back.
just wondering though, you're still a rather awesome person(:
♥
i am a tree, said the little leaf. 5:15 PM
just randomly went choir blog-hopping.
(to seniors) i wanna tell them it's okay, i wanna tell them everything's gonna be alright, i wanna tell them that i love them a lot actually, and loads of other people do too so although they can cry and be sad about whatever, they at least shouldn't feel like they're all alone in this world. and loads of other stuff. ahh they all keep typing stuff like "someone save me" and blahh and i'm like omgzzzz. but i can't tell them. i don't think it's my place, sometimes. it's also kindaaa weird. maybe i should stop bloghopping. this portion is very obviously hidden.(oxymoron of sorts)
it hurts me when people hurt.
seeing them in choir smiling and giving their best GMH. i wish i could be so strong that i could catch everyone when they fall.
the little leaf called out to the flower, do you feel alone in the storm? the flower turned its mournful gaze to the little leaf, and the little leaf said, don’t feel alone; i’ll protect you. you’re only a little leaf, said the flower doubtfully. i am a tree, said the little leaf. the flower spent the next storm, and all the storms after that, in the shelter of the magnificent tree.
- shao
(ahh me likes a lot!)
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baby 跟我逃 然后永远从地球上擦掉 4:20 PM
today was a rather eventful saturday.
(: AD ASTRA!
you! are the only thing that can make me cry the most in my life over such a short time!(b you suck) are the only thing that can make me feel that everything is right even if its not, and i'm where i belong. forever have a special place in my heart. (there's so much more to say! but i'll stop here)
now that we sorted out what we're going to do(the only thing we can do now actually) we have to stick to it together!! we'll be strong for each other, for ourselves, for choir, for everyone who loves us. we'll get through this together, and we'll be together, forever. and that's a promise i'll make.
mich, remember when you asked me if we'd still talk about our lives 30 years down the road? i told you we could, if we put in effort to. and then i said that saying that was dangerous. well now i'm telling you i WILL put in the effort. and all of you will too, won't you? :D
we'll talk about who jodyn is eyeing, who s is being chased by, which record company label em is under, blahblah. don't get me started on reetz. xD
and when life gets too hard for one of us to bear we'll lift it up in song and we'll never forget looking to the stars we're Ad Astra tonight.
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Lord, even when I fail You, I know you love me. thank you, and i love you very much.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
每张票根 压在枕头下加温 10:15 PM
你需要时间整理自己的心情，思想吗？ 我会在这里等你回来。 我没有变喔。
:D
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i'm sick! arghhh. haha today after running three rounds of track i felt like vomiting! but i thought it was nothing o-o went for choir and felt super cold, and yes enting forced me to go home. turned out i had a fever ahhhh. felt super weak ): better after sleeping and bathing though.
thanks for caring everyone! haha you're all so sweet.
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MY PURPLE AND WHITE ADIDAS SHOES. ARE GONEEE. D:
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
ad astra, tonight. 12:30 AM
ahhhhh! TODAY WAS THE BOMBZ. :D
ora!
osl Labour of Love booth duty! :D :D :D and donation tin! :D i was so thicksinned omg. but it was so heavyyy YAY.
even though our busking sucked, everyone still loves us yay! and we know how awesome we were in the choir room.. we were SO GOOD then. RGS SHOULD USE THE MONEY THEY GET FROM ORA TO GET A BETTER SOUND SYSTEM. sheesh. we did the whole of six songs in one prac! 0: are we awesome or what ahh i love ad astra~
I LEFT MY SCHOOL SHOES OUTSIDE THE CHOIR ROOM. guess what! so did kim! HAHAHHAA. that makes me feel so much better(:
attempted to record MoTianLun.
AHHH THEN THEN.
S.H.E Is the One CONCERT 2010 with regina lau!!(happy birthday xD) OMGGG -GOES CRAZY-
IT WAS SO EPIC! :D :D :D i couldnt stop smiling the whole time ahhh HEBEEEEEE! -screams- the people around me keep on staring laa. they huh, so much less enthu then me..
AHHHAHHH i dont know how to say this! i'm happy ttm. will try to go for album signing tmrrr! :D
i got back home at 12 am!!! there was massive jam. haha cos Mayday was there too. pfffft. fireworks. who cares?? :D
physics is the first paper i'm failing in my life! woohoo. math, physics, bio. all of them were hard though. strangely to me, math was the best :D
exams, pfft.
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I LOVE AD ASTRA. i should say this more often :D WE ROCK TTM. 8D
love overcomes all, yeah? whatever happened and is happening now, or is going to happen in the future, we'll pull through together. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER.
b: "i like the sec ones and the sec twos. but i totally love the sec threes the most. they're so cute, funny, pretty, lovable, their voices are amazing, they're bonded, smart,
...(goes on to list a whole list of things)
and most of all THEY LOVE EACH OTHER."
clapclap I AGREE (:
later kim : " oh hey! i didnt realise you were talking about us. i was like, who're you talking about who can be more awesome than us?"
-FACEPALM-
ily kim(:
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osl. haha. carwash!
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the little leaf called out to the flower, do you feel alone in the storm? the flower turned its mournful gaze to the little leaf, and the little leaf said, don’t feel alone; i’ll protect you. you’re only a little leaf, said the flower doubtfully. i am a tree, said the little leaf. the flower spent the next storm, and all the storms after that, in the shelter of the magnificent tree. - shao
i dont know who shao is, but i like this story a lot! haha.
from stef's lj.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
不想谁看见你泪在翻滚 8:22 PM
怎么去拥有一道彩虹 怎么去拥抱一夏天的风 天上的星星笑地下的人 总是不能懂 不能知道足够
足够的快乐 让我忍受心痛
Romans 8 :28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
hold on.
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drumset. the red ones are out of stock, coming in late may.
jaychou concert. sold out today after 2 hours.
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坐摩天轮 送你一程 慢慢升高 心慢慢冷 趁着机身 划过云层 愿你收到 我留的吻
离别气氛 往往会拉长泪痕 怕我郁闷 打起十二分精神 僵硬的唇 是逞强的后遗症 不想谁看见你泪在翻滚
心真的疼 目送着我爱的人 难舍难分 却隔一道玻璃门 转身飞奔 到常去的游乐城 在空中才道别能不能
坐摩天轮 送你一程 慢慢升高 心慢慢冷 从此每当 我对你的想念太难忍 坐摩天轮心会平稳
看摩天轮 像不像时间齿轮 转了一圈 又到了什么月份 每张票根 压在枕头下加温 霓虹灯温暖等待的人
满天星辰会陪我等
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
stupid. 9:59 PM
WHAT IS THIS.
suddenly a lot of things came crashing down today. D: reassurance escapes me.
i dont like secrets!
ughhhh frustrating.
i can't see through everything!
just some.
what is happening now?!
i'm confused and very very worried.
UGH. THIS STINKS.
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Sunday, April 11, 2010
12:10 AM
OH YES.
shameless publicity ftw!
RGSCHOIR presents:
A Night To Remember ACS(B) Lee Choon Guan Hall 20 May, Thursday 7-ish? i forgot o-o
no, i dont care what third lang you have on that day/ major exams the next day. no, i dont care if your pet dog died the day before (okay fine this i care)
ORDER NOW. from any friendly choir member, preferably me :D
BECAUSE TICKETS ARE SELLING FAST.
teehee!
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
11:11 PM
haha, love you all?
(:
i love ad astra!!!
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when you tell me those things, i dont know what to tell you. or rather, what i can tell you. cos i hope you'd react one way but then i think you'd react another way. so i can't tell you? ahh! don't know what to say. this is not being honest! or actually, just avoiding the topic totally and talking about something else.
zzz communication levels are ...
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
tomato 7:37 PM
yes i'm reviving my blog now. but i don't know for how long, teehee!
did YOU read the previous super long colourful post? READ IT AGAINN. T.T
okay. i really wanted to dedicate this post to.... Rachel Lee
you're flying off tomorrow! AHH ONE WEEK AHH. -dies- i hope you remember to read the cards i made for you everyday! ;D you better! hmph.
haha i'll miss you so much la come back safe and sound and retarded okay! -hug-
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WOOHOO 6:31 PM
READ THE WHOLE OF THIS POST, BECAUSE IT IS IMPORTANT.
i took time to change the colour and the font of the things that were most important! (x although it quite failed.
---- Good Friday! GAG was fun(: haha weiling get well soon, hazel em mich hope you guys got something, or a lot of things out of it. haha yes we rocked at dinner. but on to more important stuff! the actual meaning on Good Friday was not really shown in GAG i guess, but in the service before it.
Jesus died bearing all our sins on that day! He loved us so much! that He even gave up His life for us, who are worthless without Him. besides the crazy amount of physical pain He had to endure, he had to undergo tons of emotional pain, even separation from God. that obedience, that love.. is indescribable. wonderful shizz, seriously. sigh i'm touched by this fact, always(:
haha funny, this hymn keeps coming up. pastor siew chye's sermon, colleen's biblestudy material and even stef's blog O_O i do love this song very much.
When I survey the wondrous cross On which the Prince of glory died, My richest gain I count but loss, And pour contempt on all my pride.
Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast, Save in the death of Christ my God! All the vain things that charm me most, I sacrifice them to His blood.
See from His head, His hands, His feet, Sorrow and love flow mingled down! Did e’er such love and sorrow meet, Or thorns compose so rich a crown?
Were the whole realm of nature mine, That were a present far too small; Love so amazing, so divine, Demands my soul, my life, my all.
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Easter Sunday! again, i guess Pastor just really wanted the audience to just respond today, so the deeper meaning of Easter Sunday was again not very apparent. He did give a super cool and cute sermon though xD "I was married happily." (was?!) "If i have Reebok shoes, then everyone will talk to me!" (lol) "...Facebook then no one respond." (how sad)
...etc.
He also talked about how the love of God is unconditional, while the love which the world offers is always conditional. eg. if you're rich, famous, smart, funny, popular.... the world will love you. you can't deny how the world influences you to believe it! whether straight out or by subliminal means. but yes, God's love is FREE. FREEEE. (repitition for emphasis) totally free.
the gift of God is like something you've tasted yourself, you've felt the great, real joy and love and healing that comes from it, and because it changed your own life, you know that it is the best, ever. all you wanna do is just wrap it in a gift box and give it to everyone you care about, so that it'll change their lives too, make it so much better and whole. you just don't know how they'll react, how they'll see it, or if they'll think they dont need it at all, like you used to think. you don't know how they'd respond, or if your relationship would become worse. you're afraid to give it to them. but in the end you still decide to, because you can't bear the thought of them living without the best thing in the world, which is love. God is love. true love.
and now it's all up to them, if they'd just taste a little of it, and find that wonderful love you've found.
i guess what i wanted to tell you that day but didn't know how to, was that you don't have to commit if you don't want to. it's your decision basically. but i mean, if you grow closer to God you'll see that you actually love to and want to commit after awhile. and although it does take up your time and stuff, i personally feel that what He did for us and is doing now still is so much greater than what we have to offer, and by serving Him i feel incredibly happy :D yupp that's it.
Lifehouse skit! :DDDDD WATCH IT. I think it's super nice! and our YMpact version wasn't bad at all:D
how can I stand here with You, and not be moved by You?
in case some of you were lazy and decided not to watch it.... :D
yupp this video really talks about How we are God's creation, and at the start we are with God, and we are happy. but then wordly pleasures or the voices of the world pulls us away from Him, like how the girl in the video is drawn away from God by things like relationships, money, and a whole lot of vice. but in the end she realised that God was all she wanted and needed, and though the struggle to escape from the world was hard, He eventually saved her because she called to Him. He healed her and restored her. yay happy ending, tadaa.
okayyy. well i think we forgot to focus on Jesus' resurrection today, and the significance of it. haha. thus i'm really glad we had biblestudy on sat! :D it was a lot to take in, but cool anyhow. besides signifying newlife and rebirth, His resurrection also allows God's work from the past to be carried onwards to the present! and besides, can you imagine someone dying for three days then rising up for the dead? NO. :D well yes now i can, but only Jesus(:
okay to sum it all up, i'm sad that we didn't get to play the first verse of Stronger at the end of both times! T.T i like it loads :D
There is Love that came for us Humbled to a sinner's cross You broke my shame and sinfulness You rose again victorious
i dont have a crush on you, damn it. don't know how to say it nicely in chinese. 一直都是这样，这样付出，这样受伤。 别人不珍惜，我又获得什么，又何必呢？ 是不是该自爱，自私一点呢？ 好想停住，但我做不到。 会忍不住，会舍不得，会落进同样的陷阱。 我不相信这是我的天择。
"Your heart is this small. -makes shape of heart with hands-
If you put even a little bit of hate in it, then where will the love go?"
Me: "Huh why is my heart so small!"
hahaaaaaa. love you em.(:
today's prac was disappointing, to say the least(: batch, Ad Astra ily.
让我们保持微笑，给寂寞的人一些依靠
hmm you can just take someone's pride and crush it like that huh. i'm still deciding if you have a heart. but honestly i just think you're very thick and insensitive. it's not worth being angry over you! (: I'm going to do my best anyway.
i really hope you guys find that love you lost, and find it soon.
Pilate asked, "What is truth?"
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Sunday, April 25, 2010
4:18 PM
Jesus Christ is truth. What is truth? It is something that is actually real; it is the way things actually are; there is no falsehood or deception.
Unfortunately we live our lives sometimes believing lies, about ourselves and the world around us. When Jesus Christ came into the world, He brought truth to this earth. He said “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but by Me.” You can 100% trust God because God Himself is truth; in Him there is no lie. Jesus said many times to His disciples, “I tell you the truth.”
Falsehood and lies are the opposite of truth. The devil is a liar. The devil may tell you, “God doesn’t love you. You can’t be forgiven. You aren’t worth anything.” But God says the truth to you — He says to you things like, “I love you. You can be forgiven. You are worth so much that I sent My Son to die for you. You can have the gift of eternal life by accepting Christ as Savior and Lord.”
You and I are to be vessels of God’s truth to others. The Bible says we are to “speak the truth in love.” Don’t be harsh or unkind when you speak truth to someone; speak it gently and in love. But as we receive God’s truth and as we speak His truth to others, the world will be a better place. Let us walk in God’s truth each and every day. Jesus Christ is God’s truth in our lives.
So, this week, let us pray and ask God to
-Help us to always tell the truth
-Pour out His Holy Spirit all over the world, that people everywhere would come to know Christ
-Give us His wisdom and protection as we seek to make disciples of all nations and help people grow in Christ
(this is copied wholesale from Global Media Prayer) isn't it cool how today's sermon coincides with their weekly prayer focus! :D
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
11:59 PM
BLEHAUHGEW.
i swear seriously think i have Asperger's Syndrome! or do i just want to think that?
BLEHAUHGEW.
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11:42 PM
why is it, that everytime i talk to you, it's like talking in a courtroom? lik everything i say can be used against me. like i have to carefully calculate and calibrate what i say, cos i dont know how you might read it. i think so much and worry so much it's frustrating! it's like you trying your best to read me, which makes me wanna read you back.
just wondering though, you're still a rather awesome person(:
i am a tree, said the little leaf.
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5:15 PM
just randomly went choir blog-hopping.
(to seniors) i wanna tell them it's okay, i wanna tell them everything's gonna be alright, i wanna tell them that i love them a lot actually, and loads of other people do too so although they can cry and be sad about whatever, they at least shouldn't feel like they're all alone in this world. and loads of other stuff. ahh they all keep typing stuff like "someone save me" and blahh and i'm like omgzzzz. but i can't tell them. i don't think it's my place, sometimes. it's also kindaaa weird. maybe i should stop bloghopping. this portion is very obviously hidden.(oxymoron of sorts)
it hurts me when people hurt.
seeing them in choir smiling and giving their best GMH. i wish i could be so strong that i could catch everyone when they fall.
the little leaf called out to the flower, do you feel alone in the storm? the flower turned its mournful gaze to the little leaf, and the little leaf said, don’t feel alone; i’ll protect you. you’re only a little leaf, said the flower doubtfully. i am a tree, said the little leaf. the flower spent the next storm, and all the storms after that, in the shelter of the magnificent tree.
- shao
(ahh me likes a lot!)
baby 跟我逃 然后永远从地球上擦掉
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4:20 PM
today was a rather eventful saturday.
(: AD ASTRA!
you! are the only thing that can make me cry the most in my life over such a short time!(b you suck) are the only thing that can make me feel that everything is right even if its not, and i'm where i belong. forever have a special place in my heart. (there's so much more to say! but i'll stop here)
now that we sorted out what we're going to do(the only thing we can do now actually) we have to stick to it together!! we'll be strong for each other, for ourselves, for choir, for everyone who loves us. we'll get through this together, and we'll be together, forever. and that's a promise i'll make.
mich, remember when you asked me if we'd still talk about our lives 30 years down the road? i told you we could, if we put in effort to. and then i said that saying that was dangerous. well now i'm telling you i WILL put in the effort. and all of you will too, won't you? :D
we'll talk about who jodyn is eyeing, who s is being chased by, which record company label em is under, blahblah. don't get me started on reetz. xD
and when life gets too hard for one of us to bear we'll lift it up in song and we'll never forget looking to the stars we're Ad Astra tonight.
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Lord, even when I fail You, I know you love me. thank you, and i love you very much.
每张票根 压在枕头下加温
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
10:15 PM
你需要时间整理自己的心情，思想吗？ 我会在这里等你回来。 我没有变喔。
:D
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i'm sick! arghhh. haha today after running three rounds of track i felt like vomiting! but i thought it was nothing o-o went for choir and felt super cold, and yes enting forced me to go home. turned out i had a fever ahhhh. felt super weak ): better after sleeping and bathing though.
thanks for caring everyone! haha you're all so sweet.
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MY PURPLE AND WHITE ADIDAS SHOES. ARE GONEEE. D:
ad astra, tonight.
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
12:30 AM
ahhhhh! TODAY WAS THE BOMBZ. :D
ora!
osl Labour of Love booth duty! :D :D :D and donation tin! :D i was so thicksinned omg. but it was so heavyyy YAY.
even though our busking sucked, everyone still loves us yay! and we know how awesome we were in the choir room.. we were SO GOOD then. RGS SHOULD USE THE MONEY THEY GET FROM ORA TO GET A BETTER SOUND SYSTEM. sheesh. we did the whole of six songs in one prac! 0: are we awesome or what ahh i love ad astra~
I LEFT MY SCHOOL SHOES OUTSIDE THE CHOIR ROOM. guess what! so did kim! HAHAHHAA. that makes me feel so much better(:
attempted to record MoTianLun.
AHHH THEN THEN.
S.H.E Is the One CONCERT 2010 with regina lau!!(happy birthday xD) OMGGG -GOES CRAZY-
IT WAS SO EPIC! :D :D :D i couldnt stop smiling the whole time ahhh HEBEEEEEE! -screams- the people around me keep on staring laa. they huh, so much less enthu then me..
AHHHAHHH i dont know how to say this! i'm happy ttm. will try to go for album signing tmrrr! :D
i got back home at 12 am!!! there was massive jam. haha cos Mayday was there too. pfffft. fireworks. who cares?? :D
physics is the first paper i'm failing in my life! woohoo. math, physics, bio. all of them were hard though. strangely to me, math was the best :D
exams, pfft.
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I LOVE AD ASTRA. i should say this more often :D WE ROCK TTM. 8D
love overcomes all, yeah? whatever happened and is happening now, or is going to happen in the future, we'll pull through together. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER.
b: "i like the sec ones and the sec twos. but i totally love the sec threes the most. they're so cute, funny, pretty, lovable, their voices are amazing, they're bonded, smart,
...(goes on to list a whole list of things)
and most of all THEY LOVE EACH OTHER."
clapclap I AGREE (:
later kim : " oh hey! i didnt realise you were talking about us. i was like, who're you talking about who can be more awesome than us?"
-FACEPALM-
ily kim(:
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osl. haha. carwash!
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the little leaf called out to the flower, do you feel alone in the storm? the flower turned its mournful gaze to the little leaf, and the little leaf said, don’t feel alone; i’ll protect you. you’re only a little leaf, said the flower doubtfully. i am a tree, said the little leaf. the flower spent the next storm, and all the storms after that, in the shelter of the magnificent tree. - shao
i dont know who shao is, but i like this story a lot! haha.
from stef's lj.
不想谁看见你泪在翻滚
♥
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
8:22 PM
怎么去拥有一道彩虹 怎么去拥抱一夏天的风 天上的星星笑地下的人 总是不能懂 不能知道足够
足够的快乐 让我忍受心痛
Romans 8 :28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
hold on.
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drumset. the red ones are out of stock, coming in late may.
jaychou concert. sold out today after 2 hours.
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坐摩天轮 送你一程 慢慢升高 心慢慢冷 趁着机身 划过云层 愿你收到 我留的吻
离别气氛 往往会拉长泪痕 怕我郁闷 打起十二分精神 僵硬的唇 是逞强的后遗症 不想谁看见你泪在翻滚
心真的疼 目送着我爱的人 难舍难分 却隔一道玻璃门 转身飞奔 到常去的游乐城 在空中才道别能不能
坐摩天轮 送你一程 慢慢升高 心慢慢冷 从此每当 我对你的想念太难忍 坐摩天轮心会平稳
看摩天轮 像不像时间齿轮 转了一圈 又到了什么月份 每张票根 压在枕头下加温 霓虹灯温暖等待的人
满天星辰会陪我等
stupid.
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
9:59 PM
WHAT IS THIS.
suddenly a lot of things came crashing down today. D: reassurance escapes me.
i dont like secrets!
ughhhh frustrating.
i can't see through everything!
just some.
what is happening now?!
i'm confused and very very worried.
UGH. THIS STINKS.
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Sunday, April 11, 2010
12:10 AM
OH YES.
shameless publicity ftw!
RGSCHOIR presents:
A Night To Remember ACS(B) Lee Choon Guan Hall 20 May, Thursday 7-ish? i forgot o-o
no, i dont care what third lang you have on that day/ major exams the next day. no, i dont care if your pet dog died the day before (okay fine this i care)
ORDER NOW. from any friendly choir member, preferably me :D
BECAUSE TICKETS ARE SELLING FAST.
teehee!
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
11:11 PM
haha, love you all?
(:
i love ad astra!!!
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when you tell me those things, i dont know what to tell you. or rather, what i can tell you. cos i hope you'd react one way but then i think you'd react another way. so i can't tell you? ahh! don't know what to say. this is not being honest! or actually, just avoiding the topic totally and talking about something else.
zzz communication levels are ...
tomato
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
7:37 PM
yes i'm reviving my blog now. but i don't know for how long, teehee!
did YOU read the previous super long colourful post? READ IT AGAINN. T.T
okay. i really wanted to dedicate this post to.... Rachel Lee
you're flying off tomorrow! AHH ONE WEEK AHH. -dies- i hope you remember to read the cards i made for you everyday! ;D you better! hmph.
haha i'll miss you so much la come back safe and sound and retarded okay! -hug-
WOOHOO
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6:31 PM
READ THE WHOLE OF THIS POST, BECAUSE IT IS IMPORTANT.
i took time to change the colour and the font of the things that were most important! (x although it quite failed.
---- Good Friday! GAG was fun(: haha weiling get well soon, hazel em mich hope you guys got something, or a lot of things out of it. haha yes we rocked at dinner. but on to more important stuff! the actual meaning on Good Friday was not really shown in GAG i guess, but in the service before it.
Jesus died bearing all our sins on that day! He loved us so much! that He even gave up His life for us, who are worthless without Him. besides the crazy amount of physical pain He had to endure, he had to undergo tons of emotional pain, even separation from God. that obedience, that love.. is indescribable. wonderful shizz, seriously. sigh i'm touched by this fact, always(:
haha funny, this hymn keeps coming up. pastor siew chye's sermon, colleen's biblestudy material and even stef's blog O_O i do love this song very much.
When I survey the wondrous cross On which the Prince of glory died, My richest gain I count but loss, And pour contempt on all my pride.
Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast, Save in the death of Christ my God! All the vain things that charm me most, I sacrifice them to His blood.
See from His head, His hands, His feet, Sorrow and love flow mingled down! Did e’er such love and sorrow meet, Or thorns compose so rich a crown?
Were the whole realm of nature mine, That were a present far too small; Love so amazing, so divine, Demands my soul, my life, my all.
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Easter Sunday! again, i guess Pastor just really wanted the audience to just respond today, so the deeper meaning of Easter Sunday was again not very apparent. He did give a super cool and cute sermon though xD "I was married happily." (was?!) "If i have Reebok shoes, then everyone will talk to me!" (lol) "...Facebook then no one respond." (how sad)
...etc.
He also talked about how the love of God is unconditional, while the love which the world offers is always conditional. eg. if you're rich, famous, smart, funny, popular.... the world will love you. you can't deny how the world influences you to believe it! whether straight out or by subliminal means. but yes, God's love is FREE. FREEEE. (repitition for emphasis) totally free.
the gift of God is like something you've tasted yourself, you've felt the great, real joy and love and healing that comes from it, and because it changed your own life, you know that it is the best, ever. all you wanna do is just wrap it in a gift box and give it to everyone you care about, so that it'll change their lives too, make it so much better and whole. you just don't know how they'll react, how they'll see it, or if they'll think they dont need it at all, like you used to think. you don't know how they'd respond, or if your relationship would become worse. you're afraid to give it to them. but in the end you still decide to, because you can't bear the thought of them living without the best thing in the world, which is love. God is love. true love.
and now it's all up to them, if they'd just taste a little of it, and find that wonderful love you've found.
i guess what i wanted to tell you that day but didn't know how to, was that you don't have to commit if you don't want to. it's your decision basically. but i mean, if you grow closer to God you'll see that you actually love to and want to commit after awhile. and although it does take up your time and stuff, i personally feel that what He did for us and is doing now still is so much greater than what we have to offer, and by serving Him i feel incredibly happy :D yupp that's it.
Lifehouse skit! :DDDDD WATCH IT. I think it's super nice! and our YMpact version wasn't bad at all:D
how can I stand here with You, and not be moved by You?
in case some of you were lazy and decided not to watch it.... :D
yupp this video really talks about How we are God's creation, and at the start we are with God, and we are happy. but then wordly pleasures or the voices of the world pulls us away from Him, like how the girl in the video is drawn away from God by things like relationships, money, and a whole lot of vice. but in the end she realised that God was all she wanted and needed, and though the struggle to escape from the world was hard, He eventually saved her because she called to Him. He healed her and restored her. yay happy ending, tadaa.
okayyy. well i think we forgot to focus on Jesus' resurrection today, and the significance of it. haha. thus i'm really glad we had biblestudy on sat! :D it was a lot to take in, but cool anyhow. besides signifying newlife and rebirth, His resurrection also allows God's work from the past to be carried onwards to the present! and besides, can you imagine someone dying for three days then rising up for the dead? NO. :D well yes now i can, but only Jesus(:
okay to sum it all up, i'm sad that we didn't get to play the first verse of Stronger at the end of both times! T.T i like it loads :D
There is Love that came for us Humbled to a sinner's cross You broke my shame and sinfulness You rose again victorious
i dont have a crush on you, damn it. don't know how to say it nicely in chinese. 一直都是这样，这样付出，这样受伤。 别人不珍惜，我又获得什么，又何必呢？ 是不是该自爱，自私一点呢？ 好想停住，但我做不到。 会忍不住，会舍不得，会落进同样的陷阱。 我不相信这是我的天择。
