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♥ Friday, January 1, 2010
2009, 2010 3:42 AM

It's a new year, and I'm back!

A new year, a time to remember, treasure, look forward, forget, forgive, throw away.
And, of course, to love.


tomato asked me to make a new year resolution. what i didnt tell her was that i already did.
my new year's resolution is to love, in the next year.
sigh.
i'm so imperfect.
so sinful.
so ...... okay a whole list of words just came into my mind but lets just stick to imperfect.

i can't love.
okay i mean of course i can love.
i dont know.
i just seem to not know how to show it sometimes.

and there are other times when, i don't love.

even though Pastor John's sermon was kinda dry and made me sleepy, it reminded me of a lot of people i should be loving/loving more right now but am not. it's like. so hard to love.

1 John 3 : 16 says:
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

i really like this verse, btw. it's like, the otherrr John 3.16.
but AHHHHHH.
and,

1 John 4:16 and 4:8 says:
God is love.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: i am so not loving!(verb)

time. i seriously this is like the crux of allllllll problems in life ahahhaa.
anyway, all my problems. i stink at time management. and there's always not enough time to spend with people i love, to love them! okay or at least that's the excuse i repeatedly give myself.
i'm sure i blogged about this beforeee. I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.

so well. Goodbye 2009, hello 2010, and my prayer for this year is:

Dear loving heavenly father,

Thank You for 2009, for the precious dear friends and moments and memories I get to keep.
Lord, forgive all my sins.
And I ask, that you help me be more loving in the new year.
Be with me as I enter into a new school, a new class, a new rgschoir, a new load of STUFF still unknown to me/us, but not to You.
Bless me also, like you've blessed me in 2009.
Keep all your children safe from harm.

In Jesus' Name I pray,
Amen.


(no, the world's not going to end 2 years later!!)
europe trip post soon!


BYEEEEEEE.
-insert spastic smiley face-
ohyeah i'm back for ever! okay. maybe until march/june. :D


LOVEEEEE all of you. :D


(it's 4.13 am now and i'm jet-lagged!)

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oh and, i will start replying tags properly from today onwards! :D

oh, and i'm going to take guitar lessons from marcus(khoo) on sundays! thanks dinah for telling me(:

oh, and i hope i can resume drum lessons with sheldie now that i'm baccckk.

oh, and if this all works out fine when i continue my piano lessons then i will think about finding a cello teacher! :D

YAY. I'm shooo eggcited!

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